Radio No where

So I know I totally haven't posted in a while but I have been so busy with working and juggling friends and a boyfriend and my school work, my birthday's coming up though and I finally got a digital camera!!!! I'm so excited to be posting pictures and all sorts of cool stuff. Soon I will figure out how to make my blog look less ugly and more professional as well ;) till next time

He lays in the reins...

So lately things have been going pretty good for me, I guess. I just got back from seeing the greatest concert I have seen to date; Slayer and Megadeth. I stayed in the mosh pit for the entire show my best friend Sugar was so drunk it was insane she was falling everywhere she told me something in the bathroom that no one else knows, I want to say it brought us closer but I doubt it did. My boyfriend was at the show but I barely saw him he only went in the pit once I was really surprised to hear this to be honest. He went to Evolve(a three day music camping festival thing involving a tone of drugs) earlier this week and as much as I trust him.. I don't know.. I guess I am just a needy person. I went camping while he was away and there was this friend of ours their and I think I am a little attracted to him, I was trying to have a threesome with him and my other best friend Lucy, I have been feeling guilty ever since. xox. p

Turn back, Turn back, I'm scared.

Hullo world,
I have never known what to say... but I know I want to say something. I have an eating disorder, Three years ago I was hospitalized for a month because my heart almost stopped, This year I relapsed. Lately it's been getting worse.

WELCOME TO MY NIGHTMARE.

I have a boyfriend I'm going to call him Darrel he is a metal head, drug dealer, with a soft spot somewhere in him, he has strawberry blond hair past his shoulders, and a big red beard, his mom died but I have been too shy to ask how. I would like to say I don't have a father but I do I guess, he ignores me. I live with my mum she is my rock and she is what my friends like to call a MILF. Hard for me to live up too I suppose.. I also have a brother he is a drug addict a little disconnected from me at the moment. I don't know what started my eating disorder but I wonder everyday if I find out what started it, maybe I can fix it or something. Maybe I don't want to fix it?

H.W. ~* 147

C.W.~* 110

L.W.~* 93

G.W.~* 100.